Ahem. So, it has been a while since I last posted anything on this blog. Life has been a huge chaotic and challenging mess where I was lurching from disaster to disaster for months. The challenges have been greater than anything I have ever faced before in my life and there were days when I was not sure how I was going to cope one more second. Through it all, I kept breathing and trying to keep my chin up. Things are better now although there is a long way to go before we hit the good stage.
In the mean time, I am still stitching on my thread journal and am only a few days behind. My scrap thread pile is slowly shrinking and I am still excited to see what comes off the end of my needle each time I sit down to stitch an entry.
Dear readers, I hope that you and your families are keeping healthy and safe during these uncertain times. From my little home here in Ottawa, I am hunkering down as we face increased restrictions to combat COVID. We are in very challenging times, but still managing to get by, one day at a time.
Happy stitching!
Saturday, 17 April 2021
April 17, 2021
Thursday, 4 February 2021
Feb 4, 2021
As I contemplated for a few moments about this blog post, I got to thinking about how I declutter my stitching stash every time I think about moving. Mind you, my thread stash goes down slowly with stitching, but perhaps it is the idea of controlling something, anything, during a stressful process. The first time I moved in this itinerant military life six years ago, I was overwhelmed with the volume of stuff that had accumulated in the 15 years that I had lived in my first house. Having a huge shelving unit and a spare room just made it so easy to accumulate stuff and pile it up. That first move was the first time I started a journey of letting things go out of my stash. Little kits that I would never do were sent off to the charity stores for someone else to put in their stash. Before our most recent move from Nova Scotia to Ottawa, I culled my patterns and sold off a stack of patterns that were beautiful as a collection, but were never going to get stitched by me. Two small boxes of Kreinik threads that I had collected went to an even more avid stitcher who loves using threads like Kreinik. I hate stitching with those types of threads despite how beautiful the final project turns out so it was a relief to let that collection go to someone who would use and appreciate them. This time, there is a lot of sadness around this upcoming move so I am trying to create something beautiful as my heart heals and I try to figure out my next step in life.
Stay safe and healthy out there! Happy stitching!
Thursday, 28 January 2021
Jan 28, 2021
Each day when I pick up my thread journal, I open up my box of leftover threads and contemplate the colours in the box. There is no planning of stitch or colour until I open the box and let my mood sort through the colours until I find one that speaks to me. Every time, the perfect colour and stitch comes to me.
Today's choice took a little while. I woke this morning to the news that my brother's ex-girlfriend had committed suicide. As I contemplated my journal and dug around in the box tonight, I found this bobbin of shiny blue and purple thread that seemed perfect for her. This one is for you, Stef. I hope that you have found the peace that you did not have for so many years here on Earth. Fly high, my friend, and shine bright.
Wednesday, 13 January 2021
Jan 13, 2021
The journal is coming along despite the strong urge I had the other day to cut it up. The fella and I have separated and the fabric is from one of his old uniform shirts. I am glad that I did not shred it in a fit of pique the other day and I am using it as a way to heal. My relationship with stitching is longer than most relationships in my life and it has carried me through many times when I needed to heal.
Monday, 4 January 2021
Jan 4, 2021
Day 4 of my 2021 thread journal and I am still very excited about this piece which is a refreshing change because I have not been excited about stitching, or really anything, since the pandemic shut us down in March 2020. Maybe the glimmer of hope that the end is near with the arrival of vaccines has sparked me again. Perhaps it is denial that life is going to drastically change in this house in a few days. At this point, I don't care what has sparked this excitement that saw me designing in my head on the drive home from work last night!
I am excited to see how this will turn out! There are some ideas rolling around in my head as to how to incorporate the names of the months into the design. No firm idea on "2021" just yet though.
My ornament stitching fell way behind this year so I am still working on little projects to send out as part of Christmas 2020, pictures to follow when the phone camera has enough juice to take photos. I dunno, at this point in the lockdown, restrictions, find joy where you can, who cares if you get Christmas ornaments for Valentine's Day? Does it really matter any more? My rule book has been thrown out the window and lit on fire.
Happy stitching!